Day 20: A special note to them
People often ask me about my obsession with Beast; they would ask why I would bother to devote so much of my time on these 6 boys, who don’t even know me, who are like a whole world away. Really, I never bother to explain to them because they will never understand that it’s not a waste of time, that I actually love doing what I do for these boys. I know these boys may never know me, may never know where I live or what I like, yet I feel this very close connection to them, and just like for a close friend, I feel this need to protect them,to support them, to love them and to go through the good and bad times with them. It may sound obsessive, it may sound delusional, but reality is that they have been there for me when I’m sad, when I’m happy and any other emotions possible, and similarly I just want to be there for them everytime. I want them to feel the support of this B2UTY when they are feeling down, when they win something, when they are stressing out, when they are tired; just anytime they feel the need for support, I want to give out all my love to them. Really, for me this is the first time I have dedicated so much time and money towards any Kpop group but it really has been worth every second and every cent and for as long as BEAST performs, be that 1 year, 5 years, 10 years, 20 years, I will forever support them.
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