2PM shit
It still hits me that.. "One person was able to save six members, but how could six members not be able to save one."
I feel like giving up on 2PM altogether. And I think I'
And another thing, I realize the kpop world isn't what it seems to be. Maybe I should focus more on my own life. Instead of obsessing over anothers.Our Last Update About 6PM.
27Feb10 [[Credit: Insider 2PM]]We have been able to reach our source. By now we’ve all read the many fan accounts from the conference and it’s obvious that the atmosphere was negative to say the least. The news we’re about to give to you is shocking and regrettable. The Hottests deserve everything from beginning to end, and have always deserved the whole truth.
It’s true that the boys’ manager had a meeting with them in their dorm beforehand to tell them how to behave at the conference. They wanted to calm the fans and also reinforce the “facts” provided in their statement. When the time came around for the actual conference, things changed. We had no intentions of misleading our readers. We ourselves, really did think that it would be scripted.
What the members said during the conference was all their own thoughts. Our source told us that all the emotions were true, but Junho faked the crying. There are still parts from the conference that were scripted. Khun never called/messaged Jay. We all know that many things in the statement were false. The members, of course, said they were true.
That being said, most of the things said by the six were from their own mouths.They’ve turned against Jay.
We’ve kept quiet about which members support Jay and which ones don’t. We did this because no matter what, we still believed in seven. We didn’t want to see fans fighting or bashing because of the other members and we didn’t want to give the other members trouble. We also believed that they still loved Jay. As long as they still loved Jay, Hottests and 6PM were still the same, and therefore we needed to protect them. That’s why when everybody started bashing 6PM, we defended them.
After recent events, we’ve come together and decided.
We’re through protecting a group that failed to protect its own leader. We owe the truth to the Hottests. We owe it to Jay. Feel free to spread this.Just like we’ve said before with everything we post, it’s your choice to believe it or not.
At first when the controversy exploded, Junsu and Junho were angry at Jay because of what he said. Junho yelled at Jay and Junsu ignored Jay when he tried to explain. They didn’t understand fully so they were confused and frustrated, like all the angry Koreans. As far as we know, Junho was still angry at Jay when Jay left for the airport.
Taecyeon, Wooyoung, and Chansung cried like hell and Taecyeon and Nichkhun tried their best to bring Jay back. As time passed, all six members desperately wanted to bring Jay back. More months passed. We got the news that members were starting to turn their backs on Jay. The biggest shock to us was Taecyeon, since he was the one who advocated the boycott the most in the beginning. At this point, Taecyeon, Junsu, and Junho were against Jay coming back and were also against the boycott. Taecyeon and Junho wanted more fame and popularity, while Junsu wanted the position of Leader. Nichkhun was in the middle. He supported Jay but also learned from his family that he should be grateful to JYPE for giving him opportunities. Wooyoung and Chansung were on Jay’s side, but Wooyoung soon moved to the middle too. Up until the few days before the conference, there were still three members waiting for Jay. The remaining members who decided that they don’t need Jay decided to tell Chansung and Wooyoung lies about Jay to bring them to JYPE’s side while Nichkhun was in the Philippines filming Danbi. Right before the conference, they both turned against Jay.
Nichkhun is the only member who is still waiting for Jay, but even he is not completely against JYPE.
We will not answer questions about this.It’s true that the boys went to karaoke and got drunk after the conference. They had dinner before as well. Our source told us that they celebrated because they’re relieved to have Jay gone.
THIS IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT:
We want to reiterate that plans CAN CHANGE.
We said before that a video of Jay might be released. It has been filmed and they planned to show it at the conference, but didn’t. They’re planning on bringing Jay back to Korea. They will make him say to fans that he doesn’t deserve to come back. He will ask the fans to support the six members. This will serve as his final apology and farewell. This was originally planned to happen on February 14th, but it has been changed to the 28th.
PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS UNCONFIRMED. Our source just wanted us to warn you of what’s possible. It’s urgent that you SPREAD THIS.
MAKE SURE PEOPLE KNOW JYPE IS GOING TO MAKE JAY LIE.Another side note, if the situation gets worse (I really don’t know how it can get much worse than it already is), it’s likely that 2PM will disband.
It’s your choice whether you want to support them or not. Right now… I don’t think anyone does. To us, it’s not worth supporting a group like this.Our source left a message:
“Today’s 2PM is not the old 2PM anymore.”Our writers have been by 2PM’s side from the start. We’ve done what we could and we’re grateful for our source, our affiliates, and our readers. We’ve confirmed with our source that even after all this chaos, Jay still wants to come back. We will update soon about what we can do to help Jay.
Writers will also update with their respective rants.
Our next official update will be our goodbye.
Thank you.
Long freakin’ rant.
28Feb10Dear Insider2PM readers,
Before anything, you guys might want to read all the leaked sasaeng fan accounts translated here: https://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=0AXXeRl8i6vuwZGc4aDRudmtfMTV6OXBweGNi&hl=en
Wow there’s so many things I want to cover, this rant is going to be all over the place. I don’t know if this is going to be my last post, but in case it is, I’ll just address everything that I want to clear up. This is super long – I doubt anyone will read it, but anyway I need to write it all out because pent up anger is unhealthy -_-
Firstly, you guys have no idea how much this whole thing has affected us. (lol seriously wtf kpop, how did you get me so involved? -__-) You know that feeling when you know too much info, yet you’re not allowed to share any of it? So you watch everybody around you believing one thing while you’re actually the one who knows the truth? Yeah, story of our lives. Then when we actually do get permission to share the info, we get a bunch of haters in denial.
For most Hottests, there were only 3 main days of bad news: 1) the day Jay left, 2) the day his contract was officially terminated, 3) the day of the conference/fanmeet. However for us, we received bad news through our source once every few weeks since September 2009 yet we still managed to retain some hope. How? Because we believed in seven. 2PM was our most favorite group and to see their leader kicked out right after their first year anniversary was heart breaking. It seemed like every time, the bad news would be 5x worse than the previous but we still held on. By the end of January, our source kept telling us time was running out and that we must do something or at least spread info to some fans, so we opened this WordPress last minute. We actually put schoolwork on hold just to work on this site and Formspring. How stupid of us, I know. We literally spent at least 4 hours everyday doing something related to Insider2PM. Call us people with no lives, but we were fighting for something we thought was worth fighting for.
Now, that’s all changed. Too much has been revealed in the past two days for us to believe in seven anymore. Most of you already noticed how this whole time we kept saying to not worry, the boys still want Jay back, keep boycotting, don’t give up — then suddenly, the day after the conference we turned completely 180 degrees. Well ever since December, we knew that 3 members had already not wanted Jay back, but we never named them because obviously fans of those three would start bashing on us for it. And so we told everyone that their brotherhood is still tight and not to worry about any traitors so as to not split the fandom anymore than it already was. You have no idea how disgusted we were of those three. But since Jay knew about them turning their back yet still wanted to return to his members, we pretended it never happened. Chansung and Wooyoung crying? Yeah, those were true but we didn’t know they weren’t crying over Jay. Yeah there were some pro-boycott members, but whether they were faking it or not — we don’t even know anymore. But by the time of the conference, they were all on JYPE’s side except Khun. Maybe they were manipulated by JYPE. Maybe JYPE told them lies about Jay the day before so they ended up being super angry at the conference. No need for a script anymore and finally, we weren’t the only ones that knew about their betrayal.
After speaking with our source, we’ve decided we don’t even want to fight for Jay’s return to 2PM anymore. Our source, the one that has been providing us info to get us to fight harder for Jay, had also turned 180 after the conference. They agreed that the boys betrayed Jay and that we should release names because 2PM as seven had died, and so we did. They all dirtied Jay’s name and reputation- it’s about time they got a taste of their own medicine. We don’t want Jay to go back to that filthy company and to his so-called “friends.” It doesn’t even matter who started the Myspace controversy. I should thank them now. I’m glad that Jay escaped early (I hope Khun escapes too) so now he can be with his REAL friends who’s been there for him before he left for Korea and are still with him some 5 years later. I hope AOM auditions for ABDC and kicks ass.
As for the 5 members… I guess we can’t completely blame them, right? The whole “they are human too” thing. They all have their own ambitions and Jay was simply in their way. He was the leader, he always had the spotlight, he received the most attention. Now they finally got rid of him and get their own chance to shine. Now they only have to split their paycheck between 6 members. Now they’ll be moving on as a new 2PM, with a new album on the way. If JYPE is still going along with the “brotherhood concept” for the album, I am going to die laughing. What hypocrisy, really. I wish them the best of luck; they’ll need it after pissing off all the K-hottests. To me, someone who has been on the ride for this long & even got personally involved: No matter how hard they worked for their dreams, they really deserve their downfall. I never thought I would ever say this, but their true personalities are really sickening. I hope that their 5 member friendship, if it’s still real at all, will last and that no one else in the group has to go through what Jay had to. International fans are going to be the only ones supporting them because K-hottests already know all their dirt.
This isn’t even one of those “true fan” arguments anymore. (Who can really define what a “true fan” is anyway?) It seems like everyone who calls themselves “true fans” are the ones in complete denial. How can you still be a fan after learning what these boys have done? These boys we’ve been idolizing are so damn fake. We all fell in love with their dorky personalities, tight friendship, charismatic performances. No, more like we were all fooled by their image. JYP, you really are a genius. About 500,000 2PM fans worldwide all fell for it. This really is an eye-opener, huh? How fake the kpop world is. Who knows what other groups are faking their friendships? I don’t even want to think about it. 6PM has ruined it for me. They’ve turned some of their biggest fans, the people who have helped them the most in their journey, into their biggest antis. I can’t listen to any of their music anymore. The staff of some of their fanclubs even resigned and said that they feel pretty embarrassed to have ever been a big fan of such a group. Quite frankly, I feel the same. This group that I used to spazz so much about – what a joke.
A lot of comments have been saying that this site is run by “Jay-biased fangirls who talk about Jay like he’s a saint.” You know what? Jay isn’t a saint, but he sure as hell deserves to be treated like one after all he’s been put through. Yet, the majority of international fans are sympathizing with the other 5 members. They don’t deserve our sympathy. I am so sick of them. I’ve been sick of them for months now and I’m glad k-hottests are finally leaking out the sasaeng fan accounts to everyone.
Remember guys, kpop isn’t all rainbows and fluffy ponies. You can decide to believe it is (and it’s actually better if you do so you don’t have to go through the crap that we did.) Remember that the idols you see on-screen are completely different off-screen. They are the best actors/actresses I’ve ever seen. We’ve learned this personally and painfully through our source.
Anyway, I’ll end this huge post with the following messages to the haters & the supporters :)
To the sudden influx of haters who came and only read our most recent update: I love how you judge us based on that one post. Some even compared us to Hitler. Uh, last time I checked, this is merely a blog site run by some fangirls who just happen to know things and luckily have an insider source. We’re not an established kpop gossip/news site. We’ve only been up for about a month and we already earned the title of Hiter. LOL amusing. If you’ve followed us since the beginning, you’d know that we’ve protected the 5 members throughout it all. Even though they were going through leader tests and being manipulated, we always told our readers to not blame them. Why don’t you read this and tell us that we didn’t protect them. During that time, even though we knew that three members had already not wanted Jay back at all, we told our readers not to bash them.
We’ve also said since the very beginning, and have repeated over and over and over and over and over, that it’s up to you whether you believe us or not. We’ve always said that because obviously people are going to be skeptical. In fact, if I wasn’t one of the people running Insider, I’d probably be a hater of this site too. Who knows? Point is, we understand why people bash on us and we always try to explain ourselves as much as possible. K-hottests know their info, they know what they’re doing. It’s the rest of us who don’t all know the same info, therefore we always argue over this topic which was also another reason why we opened this wordpress. We wanted to spread info so that khottests and ihottests would be on the same page. Just by looking at our affiliates, you can see that we really are international with insiders from Korea, Vietnam, Singapore, Thailand, Canada, AND the US. Do you really think this huge connection of insiders is completely made up? I’ve said before that we spend hours working on things related to Insider. Do you think we really have this much time on our hands to be making up stories for people on the internet that we don’t even know? Look at our formspring and you’ll see that we’ve answered over 2000 questions. You can argue that all our answers are lies because we don’t have any proof (we must have quite an imagination then.) Yet JYPE releases a statement and everyone believes their every single word without asking them for proof. Common sense people, JYPE has more of a reason to lie to the public than we have to lie to our small number of readers. They have more to lose than we do which is why when they found out about this “Insider2PM” site, they actually tried to hack us LOL. Sometimes I wish they succeeded in hacking us so that it would just prove that everything we said is/was true. And about our insider source, they’ve been with us for over a year now. We’ve kept in contact with them even before the Jay controversy so we trust them completely. It’s your loss if you don’t.
To our loyal readers, I cannot thank you all enough for sticking with us. The fact that you guys believed us even though we never provided proof, and that some even defended us from the haters, I want to thank you so so so much. Seriously, sometimes all of us would read through our wordpress comments or formspring while in a MSN chat together and be like, “Wow… I love our readers.” We really do. You were the ones who kept us going.
- post4jay
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