Oh man... Here it comes again~
I admit it. I have a major soft spot for ken. I don't even know what it is about him. With him and all his complicated complications... Haha The one question God has yet to answer: Why are boys so complicated? Wouldn't say I'm falling for him yet, but there's a possibility. But then there's the whole distance thing. As of now, I guess my best bet is to either vacation for a long time, or find a college there. Ugh. He's a total workaholic though... I miss him ): I wait for his messages everyday. I sound pathetic, Why me?
Why am I such a sucker for the tattoos? Seems to me that I'm just attracted to all gang related stuff these days. LOL! There's the whole cancer stick obsession, and now the tattoo's are starting to look quite sexy.
Also, I need to stop watching dramas and reading fanfics. They just alter my relationship perception. And when it's not like what I watch on tv, I'll think it's not perfect. Then I'd break it off, when he could've been the one. Haha But they get me so warm and fuzzy inside. I feel like I'm on cloud nine. LOL OMFG So corny!! @___@; What have I turned into? Speaking of turning... My love for 張芸京 has not wavered at all. I'm beginning to scare myself. But I think it's just the whole cross-dressing/looking like a really really hot boy that has gotten to me. HAHAHA WHY IS SHE SO CUTE ): I mean I'd seriously date/start a relationship with her. Haha Idk. I'm starting to hope she likes girls. LOL?! IDK I think I'd be jealous if a boy got with her. She's too good for them... I sound like a creeper. Shit.
I guess I'm obsessed with music box music. This song makes me cry ): Talking about obsessions, I've started the Ouran High School Host Club obsession over again. Haha I don't know what it is about that manga, but it just makes me want to reread everything x) They're so cute!
If you love me�E(Music Box Ver.) - sad love story ost.
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