What's going on with my life?

Don't really feel like doing much these days. I feel as if I can apply myself better, in regards to everything. I don't want to become self-destructive. I cannot. I refuse. I really need to get away for a while. Perhaps a trip before summer school begins?

Had a talk with the mother. Apparently my cousin is also in the Graphic/Web Design work neighborhood. And she gets around $3000... Right now, I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. All my life I've been training to get a job in the technology industry, and now I'm an iffy. All I know is I want to pursue a career that I am truly passionate about. I do not want to be stuck with a 9-5 job with my cubicle in the corner. I want to travel. I want to change people's lives. I want to change my own life. I want to influence others to commit good deeds. I want to influence myself to commit good deeds. I really need to find something to keep myself busy with.

I have to get out of this bubble I have myself in.